Don't you remember?

''However complicated our friendship got, i shouldn't have let it go, i shouldn't have let you go. BFF means best friend forever.''

''My whole life is falling apart.''
 ''So we'll build it!''

''We're sisters, you're my family, what is you is me, there's nothing that you could ever say to make me let go.''

''You're supposed to be my best friend.''

something really bad happened the last days and this makes me realize even more how much i love and need my parents, life is worthless without the family.

i'm sorry, i'm not perfect

Graduation

TODAAAY! Free, yey!
At first i didn't wanna go to our graduation party but then i went there. and i would have regret it if i didn't.
the teachers had speeches and the students, too. we got our certifications and roses and we took pictures.
i went to the last rank but the photograph pulled me out of it and now i'm in front of the picture, shiiiit, it will be in the newsletter. let's see. i'll post pictures later (:
it's a good feeling to leave this school where so much shit happened and where i only met stupid people. but it's still a little sad. i'm excited for the future (:

i've got a new blog about books and movies, but only in german. maybe i'll write it in two languages, let's see how it works

http://letsmakereviews.blogspot.de/

sorry for the leck of updates - i was ill

you are the most beautiful when you are yourself

say what you think, act how you feel. wear what you want, listen to the music you like, be with you people you wanna be with and stand up for yourself. you are happiest when you can be completely yourself and you are the most beautiful then. it may take time until you find people who really accept and like you the way you are but it's worth it, don't change for anyone (: it also took a while for me to figure this out but now i'm happier than ever more, believe me :*

stuff

what the hell is wrong with you? are you even listening when i talk to you? do you even care what i'm going through? you're right staring, staring right through me, you're right there but it's like you never knew me. do you even know how much it hurts that you gave up on me to be with her?

Feels like I'm drowning. I'm screaming for air. Louder I'm crying but you don't even care. My mind is screaming out I've gotta keep on fighting, but then again it doesn't end.

you don't talk to her the way you talked to me. you don't tell her the things you told me. i made you smile with my pants on, i was always there for you, i always build you up. i made you smile and i protected you. she's just a good fuck. i hope you realize that you had something better - me.