Jersey Shore, YAY!

Just started to watch it. You guys can say what you want, but it's good. It shows you the real life, not some unrealistic crap. At first I thought the guys are assholes and the girls are bitches but after a while you get to know them and see their personalities. I wish there would be people like them in my fucking town!

Yeah, they're sometimes arrogant, stupid, they're fighting, drinking and so on, but that is just how life works.  But it's not just that. You can see their friendships, how they're having fun together or how they fall in love and start serious relationships. I really really like that (:

Final exams in 2 weeks and the way i'm feeling at the moment

What my teacher said: your exams will be soon!

What I heard: Happy Hunger Games!

so, i'm really going crazy at the moment

the next time i'll go out with a guy, i'm gonna do this

how animals eat

I'll always believe in Boston

It's one of the cities that i fell in love with and want to travel to. so when i heard what happened during the marathon i cried. what the fuck is going on? boston is probably the only major city that if you fuck with them, they will shut down the whole city... stop everything... and find you, bastards. the people who did this deserve the worst. to all my readers living in / nearby boston: stay safe please, i love you! <3
But Boston has to be the toughest city in the country in one of the toughest states and i'll always believe in this city.

''Boston, the United States of America will stand with you as you recover. As you learn to walk. As you learn to run. Because you will run again. You will run.''
— President Obama (at the Boston Memorial Service 2013) 

And america really need tougher laws on arms. i think i don't have to explain why, just think about all these things that happened during the last time.

You always feel ashamed that someone could be that important that without them you feel nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it’s over, when it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff bad so that you could have the good

tomorrow

tomorrow is the first day of School after the holidays. and this fuckin day will start with a presentation in front of 40 People and this whole thing will take 90 minutes. when something goes wrong, everything turns into shit. i'm feeling sick since yesterday. i don't even know why, but i am really scared and nervous. so i will write down some things here now that can Keep me calm and maybe help other ones.

- just 90 minutes. they will end, no matter how it goes

- everyone has to go through this shit

- i'm not alone, i have my 3 group members

- i can feel a lot better tomorrow

- what if i need to throw up? well, there are bins and toilets

- the classes don't care what we're saying and a lot of them won't even listen

- everyone will forget our presentation or at least they won't care after it's over

- why do i even care? i don't even like these people and they're stupid

- in 3 months schoool will be over FOREVER!

- it's the last big presentation that we need to do

- school is just a little part of life, after that i can go home and relax