Shopping tour today and 'Back-to-school'-Outfit

I went shopping todaaaay and I found a lot of wonderful clothes. Here they are:

I always buy a new book!

yes, the left scarf got two colours!

i love these oversized shirts!

Back-to-school Outfit

Get this shit in your fucking head

What would you do if I told you that I la la la la love you? Do if I said it tonight?

the first really personal post

after my ''best friend'' fooled me for about 5 years i'm not able to trust in a friendship ever again. so thanks, bitch. she left and i don't even know the reason. i'm all over it... i'm not over it.
no, i don't miss her. i can't even say that i miss the time because the time was full of lies. i miss the time when i thought we were friends and close to each other. nobody should've known how much that hurt me.
now i pretend that i have no emotion, i won't let anyone close enough to hurt me ever again.
that's the result of your lies, 'best friend'.

Emeli Sandé - Read All About It

You've got the words to change a nation
but you're biting your tongue
You've spent a life time stuck in silence
afraid you'll say something wrong
If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song?
So come on, come on
Come on, come on
You've got a heart as loud as lightening
So why let your voice be tamed?
Baby we're a little different
there's no need to be ashamed
You've got the light to fight the shadows
so stop hiding it away
Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it

At night we're waking up the neighbours
while we sing away the blues
making sure that we remember
cause we all matter too
if the truth has been forbidden
then we're breaking all the rules
so come on, come on
come on, come on,
lets get the tv and the radio
to play our tune again
its 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events
there's no need to be afraid
I will sing with you my friend
Come on, come on

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it

Yeah we're all wonderful, wonderful people
so when did we all get so fearful?
Now we're finally finding our voices
so take a chance, come help me sing this
Yeah we're all wonderful, wonderful people
so when did we all get so fearful?
and now we're finally finding our voices
so take a chance, come help me sing this

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it

I wanna sing, I wanna shout
I wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers,
I'm not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it

Lucky

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?


Yes, I am hearing this old song from Britney Spears right now with her Mickey Mouse voice. I have no problem to admit that i love this song.
But did anyone ever really listened to it and recognized what she's singing? Did anyone ever think about it?
I did. And i think that no happy person would sing something like that.
Hollywood infected your brain.

wearer of glasses

It's me again! it's been a while since my last post, i'm sorry.
so i wore glasses the last 3 years. and i wanted to try something different so i got contact lens. what's the problem huh? the problem is that i feel so damn dizzy when i'm wearing the contacts. i'll go the doctor again. then i'll try it the second time.
but what when it doesn't work? when it doesn't work the second time, i think i'll have to buy other glasses.
i really like these ones:

and then i have to wear them more often. i never thought that i would do it. i'll have to wear them at school, i wear them at home, and i'll wear them in my free time. but not always because there are some days where i can see great without them.
i REALLY WANT IT! but the next problem is my mother. she doesn't want to buy new glasses. so thanks! i'll have to buy it from my own money. that sucks and makes me angry. but what else can i do? right! nothing!