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uh ja.

rewind

Men say that time can heal a situation
But this pain is not a passing phase

Now I'm curious how many years a heart can ache

'Cause everything is different now
I'd really like to tell you how
How I wanted you here by my side
I know what I said but I lied
It looked like I laughed but I cried
But I wish I could push rewind

Wir reden uns auch alles viel zu schlecht. Ich denke, wir denken zu viel, negativieren zu viel, reden zu viel und machen zu wenig. Wir geben viel zu schnell auf. Wir versuchen es vielleicht, ein oder zwei mal, dann ist es genug und wir sagen, dass es nicht klappt. Aber das Leben besteht doch aus dem ständigen Versuch. Wir versuchen jeden Tag die verschiedensten Dinge. Ich glaube das Leben ist gar nicht so schlecht, man darf es bloß nicht so schlecht reden. Weniger darüber nachdenken. Ich denke, man hat eine Intuition, dass man weiß, irgendwo tief drinnen, was man tun muss. Und durch das Nichtstun, kann man es nicht wissen.

waiting, hoping, wishing

hoping that i will feel better soon. wishing that school will end fast. waiting for you to return. hoping that you'll be better when you'll return, wishing that you will be the way i got to know you again.
maybe someday we'll cross our way and everything will turn out right and good.

''The Notebook''

I can't wait to see this movie!

liar liar

one big school full of fake bitches that don't like me 'cause i'm always telling the truth. when you're honest, you're always fucked. but it's totally worth it, i'm never going to be one of those whores.

March 1st

Don’t cut your wrists,
and don’t cut your thighs.
Put down the lighter.
Pull up your sleeves,
show the world you’re still alive.
Put the scale back,
and go have some dinner.
Sweetheart you’re worth it.
Please listen.
Stop your crying and dry your eyes.
Put the rope back,
and drop the gun.
Spit out the pills,
this isn’t how your story ends.
You’re only a child,
you shouldn’t dream of death.
Please listen.
Stop faking that smile,
and let your eyes show your lies.
It’ll be hard, but please try.
You might discover,
that life isn’t so hard.

March 1st. Self-Harm awareness day. Keep Fighting loves.